A Thank You to my Husband (Day 118)

Zak,

I know you have already read this in an email and I know some of you reading this now have read part of it on his wall...sorry, I cant help sharing with the world the love I have for my husband, but...

...in the spirit of Thanksgiving, I want to thank you....

For simply being you, because everything you are, has made me into a better person. You saved me...from everything bad in my world, you came along and saved me from it all and made me stronger and braver and showed me what it was like to really truly let my guard down and love with all that I am and be loved in return for everything I am..never having to change a single thing about myself..silly, emotional, neurotic...you complement everything I am. I am so thankful for the love that we share, it is so rare and I know that there is no duplicate to the love we have. You have given me everything and more out of life that I could ask for, the most recent addition being our amazingly adorable son. I know you may not see it or think it of yourself for being far away, but you are an amazing father, and I am so thankful to God for blessing with me such a wonderful man to be the father of my son. You are so strong. You are over fighting a fight that is not your own, in a terrible place, and still have a heart of gold and passion in your voice when we speak to you. You amaze me and I couldnt be more thankful.

I keep playing the cheesy Ryan Cabrera song in my head,

"on the way down, i saw you and you saved me from myself, and i wont forget the way you love me, on the way down i almost fell right through, but i held on to you"

...makes me think of you so much because I was falling through the cracks, I was so down and you saved me from myself, from everything and no matter what was thrown our way, or what bumpy roads we came across, I always held onto you, no matter what, because I knew it was you who would change my life forever...and you did, in the most positive way possible.

Thank you, for all that you are, and loving me, for all that I am.

until the end of all time