6 days ago Zak and I celebrated our Christmas with Grayson since he wouldnt be here for actual Christmas, so I call today, Christmas Part 2...at least for me and Grayson.
It was a good Christmas, got some really good things that I love. The thing I love he most that I got today was a very simple silver completely hand made bracelet that has "Emily & Zak" hand stamped into it.
So simple, but when I saw it I just felt something so special, I lit up and was so thankful that my Mom found the people that made this. It was the perfect gift to bring up my spirits. I will be wearing it all the time, except for showering and sleep.
Grayson made out very well for Christmas, especially since Christmas came twice for him this year :) I would say he is set on toys and clothes for awhile ---at least until his birthday ;)
Even though today was a good day, I did do a lot of crying...I wont lie there. We got to talk to Zak right before we opened presents and then him and I got to text back and forth a bit more (his phone was still on while he was in transit) later in the day and while we were "talking" I just started crying, and I couldnt stop. I know we celebrated our Christmas together, but oh how I wanted him home today. But lets face it, its not that I just wanted him home because it is Christmas Day, I just want him home period...no matter what day it is. I just I JUST saw him but that doesnt make this any easier. It just breaks my heart knowing how sad he was to not be here today and that he had to be where he was for Christmas, not even with any of his guys...just alone amongst strangers. Made me so sad.
Okay okay, I will stop the sadness at least for this blog.
All in all it was a good Christmas Day -minus the crying. A lot of people I know are having a white Christmas and I am a bit jealous I would say :p Would have loved to have pictures of Grayson in the snow....but not this year I guess...maybe next!
I hope everyone has had a wonderful Christmas Day and Christmas Holiday. Stay warm.
Merry Christmas Everyone.
And Merry Christmas Baby, I love and miss you so much!
until the end of all time
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