Halfway Mark

Okay, so...if we are going by the actual day of the month from when Zak left for deployment...TODAY WOULD BE THE HALFWAY MARK!

Finally.

We are finally on the down slope of this deployment and the end cant come quick enough.

I dont have too too much to say about the half way mark because yes, it is exciting that we are halfway through but still it sucks to have 6 more months to go without seeing my husband and I know it is getting hard on him knowing Graysons birthday is coming up and he will have to miss it and by the time he gets home for good Grayson will be much different from even when he saw him at 9 months old. SO yes it is great that we are halfway over with this thing but there is still so much time left that it puts a damper on on that excitement.

I will probably worry more in the next 6 months than I did in the 1st because I just want it go by by fast and him get home safe to us that I am going to be worrying that something could still go wrong ...something could always go wrong and with the weather getting warmer I fear of more combat as read in the news and whatnot.

So I am kind of up and down with the next 6 months, I want them to fly by and things go smoothly. I am going to try to keep busy with many appointments that Grayson has, a trip to NC to house hunt and hopefully find the house we want, close of the house, Graysons Birthday and finally moving back and getting everything unpacked and settled in before the big day comes where they are FINALLY HOME FOR GOOD and I can really truly be happy without the worry and without the dampers on my parade.

So here's to making it through the 1st 6 months ...and here is to the next 6 months... may time fly and may God keep my husband and the rest of the guys safe from harm while trying to make it home :)


I miss you so much baby, please be safe these next months to come and get home to me and Grayson :)

until the end of all time